terribly wrong
Written Thursday, December 27, 2007 @7:31 pm
MY GRANDMA'S CONDITION WORSEN.
THE SWELLING OF HER RIGHT BRAIN INCREASES THAT IT PUSHES THE LEFT BRAIN AND MAKES THE BASIC BRAIN SYSTEM GO DEAD.
SHE IS NOW SUPPORTED BY OXYGEN MACHINE.
HER UPPER LIMBS CAN'T MOVE.
SHE IS IN COMA.
DOCTORS ARE GIVING HER MEDICATION TO STOP THE SWELLING.
IF IT SUCCEED, SHE WILL SURVIVE BUT WILL BE WHEELCHAIR-BOUND AND COULD NOT TALK.
IF NOT, SHE HAS THE SLIMEST CHANCE TO SURVIVE.
PLS HELP ME TO PRAY FOR HER.
i dun think i can take it if she goes away forever.
pls help me to pray for her health..
and pls god, give me the strength to take all this in.
amin.
purplishy..
Written Wednesday, December 26, 2007 @7:17 pm
i love my new blog skin. its so purplish!! many-many thanks to my dear friend, Nurul Neea. muaaahh..!! love it la sey. when i got the time, will edit the about me part.
yes ah.. ahha..
40 mins to the end of shift. but plus my late time, 10 mins so going back at 815pm.
arrggghh..
sape suro bngn lambat??
duh..
i miz my BF already. urrgghh. he's going out with his family to eat later. too bad its only FOR family members or i would have join.
haiz.. its ok. no grudges la sey.
ok boss said that he will be recruiting some of qualified agents. die.
then where does it put me??
die..
how?? i haven't even talk about the continuing and he already find replacement.
BOO-HOO-HOO!!
time to look for a job maybe??
haiz...
shit, outside alot of ppl walking up and down.
i wanna go home.
i dun wan to entertain all this ppl!!
hELp!!
tired giler la sey.
wanna go home and sleep.
bye!
*hope grandma is ok..*
things will be ok..
Written @1:52 pm
hi people. the last few days been a hectic one. yup, real hectic. my grandmother have been sick for the last 3 days and we cried for 3 days. for now, my grandmother right side, is not werking. the hands and the legs (stroke). haiz.. its ok. the important thing now is that she is awake and can understand wat we are toking to her. alhamdulilah. BUT the doctor says there is no improvement at all and her heart is really weak and it may stop any time. speechless. hopefully with all our prayers, she will go thru and live as long as she can.
amin.
i'm sooo hungry la sey. my stomach grumbling.
ok people. i got 2 news to tell you. a big news okay??
1. I'M NOT GETTING ENGAGED.
(not nxt yr or any other yr.)
2. I AM GOING TO CONTINUE WORKING WITH APPLE HOLIDAYS.
so are you shocked??
aahaha..
ok for the No.1 rite, we have decided. me n BF. its too early to get engaged nxt yr. so we plan to juz get marry. so juz wait la k for our invitation card. hah. aniwae, we like to enjoy ourself first to the fullest. so thats where the decision was made.
for No.2, seriously, i am damn lazy to find werk seh. malas giler. so fikir punye fikir, decided to continue la. i will juz cross my fingers on how much boss gonna offer me the money. hopefully its something enuf for me. hahah.. but i dun have the courage la to tell him. maybe nearer the dates then i tell him?? haha.. cross,cross,cross... and hopefully too, that it will be a good offer.
on Mon, another ITE student came for interview. same like me! traineeship. malay gerl. haha.. if she managed to werk here, den at least i got a fren. yeah! ahhah..
ok i gonna go for lunch.
lapar la sey.
bye.
Heart pain
Written Sunday, December 23, 2007 @8:48 pm
I'm in the hospital right now. Been two days here and yesterday, practically me, BF, bro n sis spent the whole night in Tan Tock Seng. My grandmother is in a helpless state. Yesterday cried non-stop. I nvr seen my grandmother so helpless, so frail. She could not open her eyes at all. First doctor say Peumonia. Then, Stroke hit her the second time resulting in her right brain swells. Then today, doctor says she had a mild heart attack and her heart is not strong. Therefore, her heart will stop anytime. My sis crying beside me. N i juz cant believe it. My grandmother.. Pls help to pray for her. I wan her to get well soon.
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Written Wednesday, December 12, 2007 @4:20 pm
yo ppl. at werk now. boss not in so take the opportunity to blog for awhile. last saturday, boss gf ' s grandma passed away. so since Mon, she's not in. actually i'm happy without her here. ahha.. so bad right? but who cares?? i bet she would feel the same when i'm not here too. watever.
aniwae, i have decided to spread my wings and fly. i dun noe if that is a good decision but i have to try if i wanna see whether its good or not, right? so.. ya. i'm spreading my wings abit by bit. not so fast or else i will fall, mind you. so far so good.
oh! wanna see the videos for our karaoke session?? haha.. i dun have it here so you have to go to my cousin's blog to view it. its funny la. one thing for sure though, WE ALL have some talents! hahah.. its --> www.inthemazeofmyimagination.blogspot.com go check it out. its sooo funny i cannot stop laughing la seh. haha..so any composer wanna sign us up?? haha.. we have dancers, singers, musician.. haha.. all have. haha..
okok.. gotta go now. need to see what i have left out.
ciao.
EMPTY
Written Tuesday, December 11, 2007 @10:58 am
Fuck! My life has turn upside down. And i dun even noe wat i wan now. Life sucks. I juz wan to sleep n nvr wake up. I'm soo irritated wit my life, my werk, my BF, my problems! I had enuf. I wan go away from all tis stoopid tings. I dun wan to keep crying. I wan to always laugh. Laugh! Urggh.. Fuck man! Argghh..go n die la!
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Written Sunday, December 09, 2007 @11:23 am
i had sooooooooo much fun yesterday!!!! after werk, my father fetched me at PPC and off we went to my uncle's place. you see, my uncle treating us to eat. seafood. so all of us, the Yaman Family went. arnd 30 of us. i tell you i had so much fun. and i ate alot too. we had chilli crab, nestum prawn (not sure tat is the name, but its freaking nice!!), baby squid, sweet n sour, black pepper crab and some vegetables la... i ate quite a lot coz i'm soo hungry. hahah.. my bro n sis quite finished the black pepper crab. woo.. after tat, another uncle of mine want to go karaoke pulak. so the big cousins, 10 of us plus 3 uncles, went to PARTY WORLD KTV at orchard. we had sooo much fun!! for the 3 hours we in there, we sang every song together. hahah.. we picked soo many songs that we dun even have time to sing all the songs. hahha. crazy la.. and we dance to all the songs and juz let ourselves loose. we even video-ed ourselves. hahah... u shud the craziness in us.. its a hell of a good time. i bet drinking beer oso can't get us in that mood. hahha.. oh well, if time permits, i will upload the pics. and the video. hahah.
its going to rain. i reli want to go to the beach today. lets pray it will stay hot and happening today. for the sake of my KL cousin and of coz me. i dun wan to miss all the fun! yeah! ok gotta now.
ciao.
Flying colours
Written Friday, December 07, 2007 @11:09 am
Uh-oh. I did badly for my papers. No As or Bs. Or at least B la. Coz i got another 50% of my other test. But still, bad rite? U shud have seen my paper. Full of exaggerated answers. Oh well, its over aniwae. No use crying over spilled milk. Bie tonite we watch movie k? Lets celebrate! Yipee!
Sleepy,sleepy,sleepy. I wan to SLEEP! Yucks, tmrw i have to werk. N BF is on duty. Urggh. Hopefully tmrw's gathering wit family is on. Eat! Yes! Makan ape eh? Seafood ke? Haha.. Best nye! Ooookaaaaayyyy la. Bye!
ps: i AM associated with a BIG mac. The big the mac. WHAT ONLY! *slap*
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Damn
Written @7:35 am
Shit. I haven't wake up yet. As wat i noe, i've been sleep walking all the way to where i am now. In the mrt. Nurul called me twice and twice i gave her the wrong information. Haha. I so the sleepy. I dun noe whether i will pass the bloody paper or not. Its another hour. Hope i got time to revise coz last night i did not study pun. Went out wit frens and end up, staying late. I still in my dreams. Ahah. Oh reaching raffles liao. Nurul n Fara waiting 4 me oredi. Haha.. Wish me luck ppl. Hope i dun doze off during the paper.*YAWN* ciao.
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fuh..
Written Wednesday, December 05, 2007 @1:40 pm
ok instead of mobile blogging today, i'm at the computer centre now to upload the pix of the event on sat. abit too late la but still not that late. ok, i swear this keyboard sucks!! ok continuing, last sat was very the tiring but a happy one! very bergotong royong but only some la. haha.. aniwae, i pity my aunties who do he cooking. they slept late sey. i was there but only to help cut the 'paru' and then play uno cards with my lil cousins. haha..i noe some big help i am. but on the day iself i was all over the place. in, out of the house, in out of the bedroom. hahah.. cool la. aniwae, not forgetting all our photo-taking!! hahha.. i'm gonna post some pics that i took wit my camera phone. my trustee phone. heheh..for more pics of the event, pls go to my cousins' multiply site.
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me & pini, we lose twice to them. all the powder nicely put on to our face..jpg)
on the way to punggol. in cik oli's boss' car.
ouh, i edited this one. the 4 of us. nice rite? sempat amik gambar..haha
the girls....
the 4 of us and the bride-to-be..kak in. congrats hor!!
all the big cousins.. erm, plus an uncle. ya..
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and all this is the gubahans from kak in to abg fadil. and there's a few more.
ok so u wanna see more pics go to my cousin's multiply --->http://lilandra.multiply.com/
actually, i'm supposed to study today. tmrw is my exam. and i drrreeaaaadddiiinnngggg it. urrggh. craps la. aniwae, my bro n sis going out later to Vivo city wit my uncle. and all my lil cousins. i wanna follow!!!!!! i wan!!! dun noe la. i dun wanna miz all the fun la. oh ya, my cousins from KL are here too. one went back oredi coz she need to werk so left the two skool girls here wit us. oh,oh.. that night, on the engagement day, after all the hectic atmosphere been cool down, the cousins, big n small went down to the multi purpose hall to dance! hahha.. crazy. the lil cousins do it first. they dance to the frog song. u noe la which frog sings. so we record it. den all of us joined, dance to a malay song and the pussycat dolls. hahah.. i tell you its crazy la. at midnite we all laughing, dancing, singing. hhaha.. too bad i dun haf the video here. hahaha.. my cousins are cool ppl, y'all. they are funny and crazy. which is like me. hahaha.. okok..i got not much time left. need to upload pics in my friendster.
c ya!
muack!!!
Swollen
Written Monday, December 03, 2007 @11:05 am
I'm at the polyclinic now. I dun noe wat happened but since saturday nite, my leg have been swollen. Reaal swollen. I dun noe y seriously. If i were to post the pic up here, i guess u will be shocked. I'm speechless. I can't walk properly. I have to walk slow. Haiz.. Tis year not a gd year for me. First i had the bubble ting on my mouth tat need to operate den high blood pressure and now tis. Haiz. I going out of my mind. N tis bloody doc is damn slow. I dun noe wat my boss is gng to say bout tis. My leave n mc leave i used up n now i'm unpaid. Urggh. I'm miserable.
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