today is another bad day. 'kena' scolded again by boss. just my luck la kan? and the bloody period has to come today. i reported work at PPC in the morning coz received msg from boss late yesterday night to come down to help out. so the 'hardworking staff' (me,lah) went down arnd 1015am n discovered that they are not there yet and unfortunately, had to buy for them breakfast. lucky me..*rolls eyes* boss actually offer to 'blanja' me, ask me to buy for myself too (McDonalds) but i juz bought myself ice milo. then like stupid,wait at the food court for them to arrive. *sigh* "why,lah eh i have to choose this bloody course???"GRRRRRR... then at work, the bloody cramps started. then after that, 'kena' scolded by boss infront of customer. i quote his customer wrongly. (ya,nxt time..their customer, they quote) *sigh* what a day la today...

so now, let me post something happier than the bloody work la. yesterday, had fun with fellow campus mates. zakiah,jing,brenda and me watch movie. 28 WEEKS LATER. i tell u, its totally scary ah. i feel like running out of the theatre seh.. the sound effects is cool la, totally make u jumpy. and overall worth my money. but too bad, BF not there with me or else i can hide in his chest. heheh..jing sat beside me n she is like, "wa lao, i see you guys i pai seh ah. 20 plus like that." hahah.. me n zakiah was like jumping in our seats. jing, on the other hand, relax sia. she like la this kind of violence n bloody movie. i cannot tahan seh.. she ask me to watch HILLS HAVE EYES 2. i say i don't want! errruuggghh... no thank you. reached home at 11 plus and after that, i flat out. tired sia... oh ya, this movie is rated m18. we actually went to marina sq to suntec to plaza singapura. so that my dear,dear jing can watch. she's late by 1 year ah. hahah.. the auntie (ticket-seller) at suntec actually check our ICs. hahah.. so we went to plaza singapura. fortunately, the young girl at the counter is nice. did not even check. so phew! hahah.. got to enjoy our movie. when is the nxt movie guys??

tomorrow i'm not working. *phew* i get to enjoy my saturdays n sundays. i will be fetching BF at tampines tmrw. he will be booking out from there. hopefully, my cramps will behave itself. i gotta fetch him. miss him like crazy, after what happened between us. its all good now. we talked. actually, sms-ed. i did not pick up his phone calls that night coz i will sure break down when i hear his voice. so we sms-ed each other and he told me, he LOVE me alotz and could not leave me juz like that. he say sorry too for what he said. and i realised how stupid i am. how could i suggest and think that way?? we've been thru thick and thin for the past 6 years and what? let it go?? i muz be crazy. i think i am la. (emotions ah, bursting out) *sigh* but all said and done. we carry on like we used to. now i'm stressing out. nxt wk is our common test. 70% of it will be in our exam marks. so stress. exam is on 4-6 of june. i got study leave from 4-7 june. *phew* 4 days. should be enough. i got to pass!

i'm sad. my cousin's relationship with her bf of 6 years went down the drain. they ended their relationship yesterday. and somehow, it involved us, as a family. i'm sad 4 her. they supposed to get married nxt yr and everybody is excited bout it, including my grandma who can't wait to see her grand daughter to get married. but sadly, all hopes crushed. i'm truly sad. yesterday it was my nephew's 1st birthday so all families attended the party which is held at my house. so after we get to noe the breaking-up of my cousin n her bf, my grandma cornered me n BF and tell us to not break up. i was shock. my BF was shock. and i'm like, "oh, ok.." and she nearly cried. i'm sad. so imagine that the 6 years that they are together, he's already getting so close to us as a families. everybody like him in our family and where ever we go as a family, he sure is there (same goes 4 my BF) so everything happened is shocking. i'm sad.

as 4 MY relationship with BF, suddenly it doesn't seem to be going on so well. yesterday when he fetch me at PPC (people's park centre) he say something that make me realised something. it hurts alot. he doesn't noe that somehow, what he says hurt me. and after much thought, is the 6 years we been together really to go down the drain juz like my cousin? it scared me 4 a while there but if its 4 his own good, for our own good isn't it better 4 us to go our separate ways? i'm really sad. its juz too coincidence that my grandma have to say to us, "dun break up". and this happening between my cousin and her bf. i dun really noe how to overcome this problem myself. i juz feel like collapsing and cry my heart out.

i'm sorry, dear....

i'm so tired. i just feel like taking a week's break from everything and just slack at home doing nothing. really tired. its like, since i started working in this tourism line, my days are surely occupied with something. Mon-Fri, i work 10am-7pm. when i reach home too tired to do anything. eat my dinner, watch some tv and then sleep. Sat i get to wake up quite late coz i start work at 1pm(half day). after work wil be meeting BF. spend quality time with him or will have gathering with my family members(father's side). then Sun,will go to my nenek hse(mother's side). so its like every week there is something to do. i really want to just slack at home doing nothing. when can i?

aniwaes, i watch SPIDERMAN 3 already. i tell u, it was AWESOME. i love my spidey!!! heheh.. me n BF watch on Labour Day. i got a pair of free tix from Travel Media. its a travel agency. u see, we a small company do not issue (air)tickets coz its small la. but this wholesalers(big ones) they issue tickets so we do business with them. understand? to simplified it, we need them to issue our customer's air tickets la. so last month, they send an email to my collegue telling us we got free tickets to this spidey movie. we thought we all(the whole staff of Apple Holidays) could go and watch but unfortunately its only for 2 people. so they all, kind hearted decided to give it to me to watch with my BF. heheh... ape lagik, amik ah! hahha.. but by the end of the show, my neck was in pain. we were seated 3rd row from the front. but no complain! i just love my spidey la! heheh..

today went to school. as usual, only a few of us turn up. as usual also, i was late for class. reached school at 930am(class supposed to start at 9am). nothing exciting happened today except for a few laughs we had with joshua and the gang. he is my classmate and the only guy in our group. he's funny and selenge. and he is only 19. cute la but really damn selenge la. and he knows how to speak malay fluently. so i usually talk to him in malay. take a few photos with them and talk 'cock' with the bunch. other than that, nothing much. i thought of cabut-ing(skip class) the last lesson(mrs Ho's) but BF says don't be notty. stay. so i stay in the end. and had to endure her lessons. arrrggghhh...
oh ya, guesss what ppl? the last entry i did say ms dewi would book for us the tickets(to BKK) but she did not. something came up and her husband did not allow her to go so when she told us last thurs i was like, "what the f***!!" but maintain ah, she's the teacher right? and the promotions for that weekend ends. i feel so sad.. and the gang was like, "eh, how BKK? going or not??" we persuade ms dewi to pujuk her husband but sadly, she really can't go. on last wednesday night after work, the gang met up at starbucks at Raffles City Shopping Centre to do our role-plays and to discuss our BKK trip.(joshua actually, lost his way in the shopping centre. HAHAH!) finally, we decided to go ourself. JING wanted to buy insurance coz she's scared anything will happen to her. (haahhhhaaahh!!!) well, for one thing i know, we all has not been there so the thoughts of us going arnd in an unknown country is quite scary. but hey, they all are ok with it so i'm ok with it. hopefully it will be a blast! and hopefully too that ms dewi would book for us the air tickets tonight. eh its cheap u know!! go check out the tiger website. heheh...

tmrw another day at work. haiz...